Saturday, February 11, 2012

Trouble

Have you ever had the feeling you just are not in the right relationship?

Well, it sucks. I know. I have been in a horrible relationship where the guy did beat on me because I did not want to do what he did. And i still stayed with him! trust me, you can always find your way and you do not have to stay with this..thing! that is basically what this guy is, a thing. Lucky me, I had a guy ask me, not long after I met him, to come live with him.

All his friend thought i was just "another" one coming and using him. But i left my ex, i took his jeep, packed all my stuff into it, and moved into this sweet man's house.

I will never say it was an easy transition. It never was. I kept calling my ex all the time in the back yard. I did keep visiting him even though the guy i was seeing at the time did not like it. I did not trust any guy and most people would have thought of it as replacement. Any person would have helped me. But this man, is now my husband. I did not think I would meet this guy by being a bartender, and trust me, many do not. But him, He was so perfect, and today, he keeps being the most honest person I know today.

How i was so lucky...No idea. I don't think i deserve it. But that may be just what the man before him taught me to think. I believe things happen for a reason, and he most definetly came into my life at the right time. We have been together for 5 years, married 2, and have 2 children. I hated my life before I met him....He saved me from a monster.